February 27th;

Dear God, I want nothing more but for that man kiss me like that photograph. My insides would explode and my feelings would no longer doubt their significance. I wish for so many things; God and I can’t understand. I don’t even know what passion feels like. But at that moment, it coursed through my body and ravished my bones. I felt so alive. I want that every day of my life, that feeling I mean. Its pure and motivating. I want a love that’s more than sweet smiles and kisses, one that I can compare to long walks and comforting silence. I just dream up the most powerful dreams, things that surely can’t mean a thing.

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